.:Giving Up:.

I'm sick of trying to be something that i'll never be "Never give up" they said, but it's so hard when you can't see Where it's leading My heart's bleeding I can't believe that it's defeating me Giving up on everything I've ever fought for I was so dumb, how could i not see this before I fell to pieces, so much was missing Sick of trying for something that is dying I tried so fuckin hard for nothing ever mattered It stared out so well but now my dreams are shattered Where did they go? Tried so hard to show What I'm made of, but I guess we'll never know Moving on is so hard... I've never gotten this far, to just give up But now it has to stop... ....has to stop